bailey – In spite of my challenging childhood, my mother has always loved me in every way she was able. I have a sister who raised me when my mother couldn’t. I had a biological father who did terrible things to the people I love. I have a father who unconditionally adopted me at 18 with pure love.

I had a brother Cole – my best friend – who suddenly died when I was 17. No cause of death was ever found. It’s a terrible thing to lose half of your heart and still be alive. Terrible enough that I genuinely wanted to die with him. After wallowing in misery and self pity I finally got up and decided that if I didn’t keep moving forward my dearly departed brother would probably find a way to strike me with lightning.

I have been in cognitive behavioral therapy for years.

I have found my soulmate, Michael, whom I hope to spend my life with. I have also finally found myself – a strong, independent, kind and stubborn woman. Someone who stands in defense of the people she loves deeply and intensely. Someone who has been able to overcome the pain of loss.

I have a responsibility to live my life to the fullest. I push forward. I push forward because life is finite and death is even more so. In spite of the ups and downs, I absolutely love being alive…

michael – I first started competing in soccer – then varsity diving in high school – then climbed the ranks to become a national level speed skater – then became a d4 competitive paintball player – now I ride and race dirt bikes. I’m working as an electrician and hoping to get my license soon. I am completely in love with my girlfriend Bailey.

Recently things have slowed down for me a bit as growing up and maturing typically does that to you.

Bailey and I love each other dearly – we are learning how to grow up and become mature together. Life has been a wild ride so far and I’m looking forward to our future together.

​Life holds many journeys to be explored and I feel like it’s up to us to go out and find them. I can’t wait to see what the next pages in my life read.